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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

understanding

i just want to sit, and read, and play on flickr, and watch comedy dvds, and listen to music, and go to sleep, and eat sweets, and not do naything else

i dont want to go to school and hand in essays that are half finsihed and find more work to do

and then not do it

i dont want homework, and schoolwork

"i want to go back to beliveing in everything, and knowing nothing at all"

but i want to go to uni and get away from it all
and be free

can't wash it all away
cant cry it all away

understanding:

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we idolize
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No,no, no ,no.

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away
(It all away)
"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."

Please God, dont hate me


"Because I'll die if you do"
"Because I'll die if you do"
"Because I'll die if you do"
"Because I'll die if you do"
"Because I'll die if you do"

A recent conversation with a friend

Following a very interesting philoposhy lesson at college, the person I was discussing things with posted on my facebook profile wall:

'after we realised god doesn't use burning bushes anymore to lower his carbon footprint, i have discovered that he has stopped feeding the 5,000 with fish and bread as cod is a protected species and wheat is remarkably bad for you...he is now using a low carb, low GI oat based bread substitute.'

I am still loling.

I replied:

'love it lol
together we are comic geniuses!!!
oh, and don't forget poor, dear, God's eyebrow.'

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Now playing: Madonna - Hung Up
via FoxyTunes

Friday, November 23, 2007

Pure Profile

Pure Profile is a site like cashcrate.com - you fill in your details, compnaies send you surveys to fill in and you get paid to fill them in - between £0.20 and £4.00 per survey.

My link is:

http://account.pureprofile.com/Login/?referrer=3055817

if you want to do this and join, then clcik this link, and use my referal. This means that i and you will both make money

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Marriage Quotes





Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Discovery


STA71342
Originally uploaded by lkwrnr
Self Discovery?
Exploration?


A photo speeks a thousand words.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Samsung d900i Phone Review

Wahey! I got my new phone - a shiny new, Samsung d900i sleek gorgeous looking slider phone.



Yes, it has actually got a whole host of lovely features, such as Bluetooth, 3 MP camera with auto focus, the good looks of a new slider phone (I think it is gorgeous), interesting features such as a background that changes at night time - a picture of Big Ben and one side of the Houses of Parliament that lights up at night time and shows fireworks, and birds flying across a changing sky in the daytime, a speaker phone, WAP access and animated textual messages, that when delivered type themselves on the screen and replaces some words with little animations, like 'house' and 'phone' for example. It also has a music player, an FM radio and has expandable memory in the form of a Micro SD card - I've got a 1GB card, but I think it can take at least a 2GB card. In the box, I got a shiny new phone, new sim card, new top up swipe card, charger, headphones (which are very nice in terms of looks and comfort and sound), and a small user guide, as well as plenty of plastic bags and plastic ties.

At first, I loved it. However, as I began to use it, I started to compare it to my old phone, a Motorola v545.



Let me just point out at this moment that my v545 was the first mobile I bought, and I have had no problems with it what-so-ever. Except that on the first day of buying it, I dropped it into a glass of drink that was sat on the table. Was NOT impressed. Luckily, it did no damage, but towards the end of its usage period (about a year, two years? after I bought it) I was having to put every call (outgoing and incoming) on speaker phone just so that I could here the caller, because I think the internal amplifier blew. I also had to buy several new aerials, as they kept falling out, and so I had little signal for small periods.
Ok, so no problems with the phone, much.

I believed when I bought the v545 that it was a really good phone, with enough features (at the time) to keep me entertained, and I was happy at the price - at £110 I think I got what I paid for, it was well worth it and I got what I wanted at the time. Oh, there were several problems with it: one, the bluetooth didn't allow me to surf other people's handsets very well, if at all, I could only receive files they sent me, or send files my self, and although this is probably the main function of bluetooth (it was designed to send sound wirelessly), I was not impressed as a secondary school student at break. Two, the camera really was bad, (it sufficed as a basic camera, but the picture quality/size e.t.c was poor. Thirdly, it had a distinct lack of memory, so to store all the pictures I wanted to take and had taken, I had to reduce the file size; fine but this also reduced image quality and pixels. Couple the large amount of photos with the games I downloaded and completed within two weeks of getting them, and all my textual messages, videos (entertaining ones form friends, such as Angry Kid), and downloaded ringtones - Mine was dare by Gorillaz, and I had virtually no memory for virtually all of the time. But, apart from these complaints, it is still in my opinion, a really good phone that was way ahead of the competition when it was released, and probably still is in some ways. The keys for instance, are set apart, are big enough to touch properly, but still look stylish.
The only really problem is that the large on aerial on the outside of the phone is sometime annoying when you want top get your phone out of your pocket, because it is playing Gorrilaz - dare at you.

The problems I have with my new phone basically stem from features not being present on the Samsung (called Samuel), which were present on my old phone, which is annoying. For instance, I can only change the ringtones and message tones, I can't change the alarm tone and the answerphone message tone at all, as this option simply does not exist. The alarm tone will suffice, but there are limited options just like the massage tone. This is annoying, as my old phone used to go 'ding dong' like a dorrbell when I received a textual message, but now it goes something like 'whir whir weeeup' which is different, but coll in its own way. I can also not change the name of my alarms, and I inly get three: a wake up one and two general ones, whereas on my old phone I had about 6 different ones. However, in all fairness, Samuel does make it easier to set the time for the alarm; I can just type it in now, instead having ot move up and down through all the minutes.
Another annoying thing is that my new phone can access the mobile internet at the touch of a button, and this costs me credit. My old phone could do this too, but no matter. It is more prevalent on my new phone as the button that accesses the net is in the centre of the control pad which I use to get to all my options.
A handy little feature on my new phone i 'My Menu' which allows me to short cut to certain features - I have create new sms text message, calculator, fm radio, and alarms, on mine. Oh, talking about messages:::

Main aggro at new phone comes from new textual messages I am composing:
1) Predictive text is weird, and doesn't work properly.
2) I have to manually select the option to 'save and send' if I want the message to go to my sent folder, rather than it doing it automatically.

In all fairness, these aren't terribly bad things, an I have got used to doing things slightly differently - typing a textual message by pressing lots of keys and selecting the option to save and send for instance.

Overall, I love my new phone. I love it's thickness, it's looks, it's camera, and its memory. I give it an 8/10, but my old phone gets a 7/10. It may have different features, or a lack of them, but it is still worth of this score due to being super duper straight from when it came out of the box.


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Now playing: Frankie Valli - Grease
via FoxyTunes
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Now playing: Dido - White Flag
via FoxyTunes

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Now playing: David Guetta Vs The Egg - Walking Away Vs Love Dont Let Me Go
via FoxyTunes

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Creating a Filter in Hotmail

I find filters infinitely useful.

To create filters in Hotmail just do the following:



Click Options, Top Right

Scroll to ' Customize Your Mail' and click on 'Automatically sort email into folders'

Click on 'New Filter'

Set 'Subject' to Cashcrate

and move to 'New Folder'

Enter name for new folder, e.g. 'Cashcrate'

Hit Ok



Da dah!



I have lots of these set up - ones for facebook and bebo are very useful if you use them a lot - and you don't even need to open the email, just read the subject and it tells you what has changed. Even better, you can just delete the message when you have read the subject, or just not as you have plenty of storage space on Hotmail. Simple!!!

Sunday, November 04, 2007

i'M - Windows Live Messenger



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Now playing: Mika - Over My Shoulder [Hidden Track]
via FoxyTunes

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Draculuke!!!!


Draculuke avec white background
Originally uploaded by lkwrnr
Exclusive picture of my halloween costume for Bag Rash . . check out my Flickr for more photos . . . you can get the addres by subscribing to my feed at the top of the page

Commentage

A recent commentage on Morgan's facebook, by me:

oh my good gracious so you did dear love it :P can you see i have now been converted form bebo and will now reside on facebok, hence the large amount of stuff on my profile . . . love it :P do you know whilst i were waiting for scotty to come pick me up for driving lesson, i entered in a terribly large amount of information about my books, cds and dvds (which i haven't finished yet)? it took ages lol!!! i have a tastefully large amount of stuff on my page because i was rejoicing in the brilliance of it compare to bebo, and how much i can actually add. :D
omg i had a driving lesson, it went quite well except for *certain parts*, such as taking a 90 degree corner to the left at over 40 mph (WOOPS :__ ), and making my worst night mare coming true and stalling on a roundabout in the middle of Stroud at rush hour. It was a bledy stupid little shitty roundabout as well, just by Stroud . .. and ive run out of characters now